Day 300: Impossible No Longer Exists

Hello lifers,

Today we celebrate our last milestone together until 65 days from now when we will have reached one entire year without a scale and our very last blog post.

Today we celebrate 300 days of being without a scale; 300 days of hope, 300 days of inner strength and 300 days of self acceptance.

But most importantly, today we celebrate 300 days of humanity.

We celebrate 300 days of people coming together from all around the world to support, love and encourage one another.

I say we celebrate today, as opposed to saying just I, because this blog has become the journey of so many.

It’s become my journey, your journey, my struggles and your struggles all wrapped up in one online community who have come together to support one another.

Today, we celebrate doing the impossible.

If someone had told me 300 days ago that I could go even one day without my scale, I wold have never believed them.

There were days where I couldn’t even go one hour without my scale.

So to now make it to 300 days of being without it and of being in recovery, I can honestly say that we’ve defeated the impossible.

Ed was my impossible.

With Ed, living was impossible.

Laughter was impossible.

Close relationships were impossible, and mostly, loving myself was impossible.

300 days of fighting for my freedom from this eating disorder later, and I can truly say that those things have not only become possible, but they’ve become my reality.

Obviously, you know by reading my posts, that not everyday is a happy reality and not everyday is easy.

I actually think it’s safe to say that there are more hard days than easy days. But without suffering and without hardship, there is no growth.

So here is to all of us fighters-not just those with eating disorders, who are learning to grow through our pain.

Here is to 300 days—and let me repeat, 300 DAYS, of believing in myself enough, that even on my hardest days, I never turned back to Ed.

Here is to 300 days of you all believing in me enough to never stop supporting me, even on the days that I didn’t know how to support myself.

Here is to the beauty of human kind, to the love of strangers who have now become friends through this blog and to the strength in numbers that we all get from supporting one another.

Here is to the last 65 days that we have to journey, grow and learn from one another.

Here is to the next 65 days to finding our paths to self acceptance, self love and self compassion.

If you’re reading this blog post right now,thank you for being a part of my journey.

300 days of fighting for freedom from Ed.

300 days of defeating what I once thought was impossible.

I don’t know what else to say. 300 days guys. Impossible no longer exists.

Hello life. 

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8 thoughts on “Day 300: Impossible No Longer Exists

  1. Congratulations!! 300 days is quite a long time and you have become quite an inspiration:) after your year will you continue to blog anywhere else? If not I know that I will surely miss your words and thoughts.

    • Hi !! Wow thank you so much ! I feel like I only made it to today because of support like you and comments like this one so thank you so much for being a part of it 🙂 I think after the year ill just leave this blog live online although I won’t post anymore . I definitely will not be weighing myself Again though . It will be weird to not post anymore , but one journey to the next 🙂 and ivr learned to not make any black and white decisions soo who knows what will really happen 🙂 thank you for commenting and for your support <33

  2. Congrats on 300 days! I will miss your blog very much once you’ve reached a year. I read every day. It’s inspiring and its put a smile on my face quite a few times. I hope you continue to blog somewhere after here, I will miss your words.

    • Thank you so much!! Reading that you read every day really put a smile on my face. I don’t think I am going to blog on here daily after the one year mark, but I definitely want to send updates or a monthly post or something like that. I haven’t totally figured it out yet, but when I do I am going to make a page about it=) Thank you so much for your beautiful, kind, supporting and uplifting words, they truly brightened my day. ❤

      • I will definitely look forward to your updates 🙂 I’m glad I could brighten your day and make you smile. ❤ You are beautiful and so strong and inspiring. ❤

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