It was not easy to stay positive today and in the moment for various Ed reasons, but the point is that I did anyway.
I apologize in advance for this post being so short tonight, but my brother just had another MMA fight tonight and won and I am now waiting to celebrate with him and my family at home. So because I don’t want to take away from his night, this post will be rather short.
Tonight is not about me, it’s about him and his hard fought earned victory. It’s not about Ed and what he wants. And when that pizza gets delivered in 20 minutes, Ed has no say.
So because tonight is about staying in the moment, which is also a part of recovery, I am going to leave this post at that.
And for the record, I am still happily wearing my leggings.