Happy Friday fighters,
After waking up at 7 a.m. to answer a bunch of e-mails and work on my two stories that I submitted to my editor today, I had planned to get up and go running.
…planned is the keyword, because I guess my body didn’t want to do that today because it kept falling back asleep.
Finally, when I did manage to wake up, I just knew that I couldn’t go today. It was the typical daily battle of Ed v. Shira.
If you remember, on Monday, I wrote about how hectic and stressful of a day I had.
I could not see how I would make it to today.
Not only did I make it to today, but I made it with flying colors.
Two completed news stories later, many blog e-mails later and many tutoring and class sessions later, I sit here feeling accomplished.
So in honor of that, when I finished my work today, I literally told Ed:
“Ok Ed, my dear friendemy, I am plopping myself down right here on this bed and I am watching Law and Order until I have to get up and leave for work.”
And that I did.
It was not an easy task to do with Ed reminding me every time I ate something that I didn’t workout today.
But seriously Ed, cut me some slack.
Actually, maybe it isn’t Ed who needs to cut me some slack.
Maybe it’s me who needs to cut me some slack.
So I didn’t workout today. Big deal. I will live on. And unfortunately, so will Ed.
So I ended up eating chocolate peanut butter ice cream last night with my sister after I very seriously told myself I won’t even eat one single piece of Halloween candy.
So what, Ed? So what?
I feel like I need to take a moment and give myself some credit today because up until now, I’ve let Ed tell me to feel terrible about myself today because I didn’t work out and I still ate what I wanted.
But you know what? I worked hard this week. I was productive this week. I enjoyed ice cream last night. And I sat down in bed and watched Law and Order for two straight hours. Good job me. I deserved to do that today.
I mean…don’t we all deserve to cut ourselves a little bit of slack every now and then? Even if Ed says the answer is no, I’m doing it anyway.